Wasn't sure where to post this..., But I figured since this is protected? Options

[IdlersDream]

Um, well, I feel kind of like an idiot posting about this for you guys but, anyways..

Two nights ago... {Thursday night... I think?}, I had a seizure at work, which I've never had before, and to anyone who has ever had a seizure before will know it's extremely f*cking scary experience.

Anyways, thank god my manager was with me and I was about to serve a customer when it happened, but my manager phoned my mom first to ask her what to do.... Like, who wouldn't phone 911 first...? Luckily there were doctors staying there, but it's not like they did much besides having me choke on water when I was numb.

But atleast I had two extremely good looking paramedics who one actually knew my brother... Weird... And then at the hospital they just did bloodwork while I sta around listening to all the drunks in there..., and they were ready to give me ablood transfusion while I was there because my iron was so extremely low in my blood which affects your sleep and makes you feel tired all of the time {but I've had that for so long that I never noticed} and supposedly will also make you pale, bt again, I've always been pale that I wouldn't have known a difference.

But I'm really just making this post so you guys know, because I still don't feel completely right and I did hit my head which the doctors didn't realize and which I only noticed when I got home and went to brush my hair. And I actually feel worse today, two days later, than I did yesterday.

So, I see my doctor on Monday so hopefully she'll be able to shed some more light on why this even happened. Bleh.

[IdlersDream]

All I can remember was that about an hour before it happened I was shaking more than I ever have before, and sometimes I will shake every once in awhile but never this bad {and it was before supposedly a slight side affect from a medication I take, which is, ironically, an anti-seizure medication used for other things}, but that night was really bad and now I remember I'd shake bad and forget what I even did, like scoop ice cream, shake and not even realize I'd drop the scoop.
But, what was happening was I was writing down an order and all of a sudden my left arm started shaking uncontrollably and started going up in the air and I turned a bit and called out to my manager and then from there everything went black. Supposedly from the guy that I was serving what happened was my left arm started shaking like I remember but then supposedly my right arm did very badly aswell, and then my left arm shot up straight up in the air then I fell to the ground, and I'm actually lucky I didn't hit my head on our huge metal table we have it there...
But I guess I must've hit my head when I hit the ground, and for some reason they didn't feel the huge a*s bump on my head, and I only had a headache.

They called it a generalized seizure, which, I'm guessing just means a normal seizure.. No idea..

But when I came to everything was blurry and they kept calling my name and I was saying the words in my head but they wouldn't come out of my mouth, which feels like I was watching a frigging episode of House or something. But finally when I could talk it was all mumbled, which was so horrible and scarry, I thought I was just having a really bad dream. Then I just realized I couldn't move anything, not even my eyes.

That's really all, then when they were taking me out every single freaking kid and person and summer staff were there watching, which was even more embarassing and horrible for them to see me like that, bawling and babbling... Uggh.

Anyways, sorry, I'm going on and on lol.